4 hours to get photos printed, buy notebook/photo album, prepare draft for tutorial.
All this for a girl who has to depend on public transport to get to shops.
How to ask for help? What help to ask for? To drive me to the shops, help me decide on photo album, take over the entire "bday present project" so I can try to get some work done on my draft?
How to ask, when everyone has their own agenda?
Sometimes I think that I'm the only one who cares about this. I recall each classmate writing bday wishes on handmade cards which almost always turn out to be remenicenses o friendship over the years. Was it because we had more years together? (No, we spend almost every hour in the week together via fb, msn, plurk and out o class trips) Spend more time together in a confined space? (No, all the late night studio hours should make up for it)
Or did people "feel" more back then?
What happened to all the feelings, "gan xing"ness and ties o friendship?
This "proving to him that he's got friends" is harder than I thought. Mayb he's right about not having friends.
Or mayb none o us are really friends, we just pretend to be so that we can hang out together?
T.T
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