break!

Have been doing the same thing since this morning, which is to worry about my 3D model w/o doing anything towards the end product.
Granted, MESINIAGA is not easy but not that difficult.
Apparently I'm THAT good at procrastination.

Well, just this last bit o break (procrastination) and then I'd REALLY start on modelling.
What to blog about (again)?

Just an update on my Chinese blog, in case you're wondering what d password for 我们就到这[句点] is, it's "fullstop" k?
It's a post in response (kind o) to what my friends told me, what some o them were saying about me. I did not realize that someone actually thinks that I do not have the right to feel sad over the breakup, just because I'm the one to initiate it. If I felt sad, why breakup, they ask? Especially when the guy does want me back.
Argh. I DON'T want to explain myself further.
Why talk about my feelings and I all the time? I am just a speck in the big world.
No, I'm not feeling cynical. It really is what I believe in right now.

Not that I'm gnna stop disecting my feelings and boring ppl to death about them from now on. Just that my feelings about the breakup and the reasons for it, is clear. I've made them known enough times.

FULLSTOP.













THAT was over. I will get used to being single/available and start happily anticipating the next round o emotional rollercoasters.
Edmund got it right in his first text, God is preparing me for someone special, and preparing that someone for me.
Aww. Isn't that sweet of Him?




ok, back to 3D modelling.

God in Heaven, you know how hard it is for me to concentrate on only one thing at a time. If I promise to switch off all youtube, blogger and windows live messenger windows, can you help me w my model? By granting me a clear mind in deciphering the plans/photos/drawings, and in thinking out ways to construct the model. Thank you, I love You!