ashes

Yes, burnt out and reborn fr the ashes.
But if this strain o being awake at 3am continues, shall soon burn myself out again.



It was a horrible experience last week, being so stressed that I couldn't eat nor sleep properly.
Subconsciously.
Still tried to make myself eat and sleep.



Have got alot more work to do, all due before today (counting fr 12am) is over.
To sleep or not to sleep?
As usual the question.
Not sleeping only allows for 6 hours (max!) of extra work, excluding the time spent trying to stay awake;
Sleep however is a scary business cuz I'd be plagued by fear that I couldn't finish my work when I got up.





A short break, and then back to work.
With love, sarah.

Approaching burn out

Woke up to teach piano, went out to measure a bungalow, then went for choir practice. Got home abt half past eleven.

Washed the dirty dishes in the sink, fed my hamsters, chased bro off the desktop.

Start work. Have to send work to friend before leaving the house tmr, which will be at

6.15am tmr cuz I've got some church stuff to do, before going to friend's house to cont working in the afternoon. And sometime in the day I've to find time to draw the plan for the bungalow.




A very busy weekend, God grant me strength and stamina.
Rapidly approaching burning myself out.

With love, to myself

一直不停的赶

很累。每次打开电脑做功课就是在赶。
别说要好好分配时间。是不够用的。

而且，有时不是我不想帮忙。Groupwork就是要大家分工合作。
只是如果组长偏要通宵自己做，我实在没办法。
硬跟她抢着做？很遗憾，我没敢让她有机会说一句“没关系，我做的更好”。是的，自尊心受不起。
试问，面对不信任自己的组长，我该怎么办？



莹加油！累了就和朋友聊聊，看看杂志，或闭目休息一下。只要别burn out就是了。