If and when I get a BF, I refuse to have arguments/misunderstandings/fights/bickerings on a daily basis, ESPECIALLY in front other ppl. And the flirting/sneak poking/sneak pinching will b minimized when we're out w friends. Holding hands is acceptable. Oh and, unless it's just d two o us, I will tell my BF not to follow me everywhere I go. Couples do NOT need to b stuck together, again, in others' presence.
...... but I'm just saying.
Not having been part o a couple in public before, I have no idea what d norm is.
Dear couples around me, I am not put out w your displays, hence pls do carry on. If I happen to find every shop window intereseting regardless o d presence o "sales" signs, it is only because I've gotten tired o pretending not to see your *lovey-dovey*.
I do like d couple that prompted this rant. They're my best mates. I've just been got caught in a threesome a lot lately (it's either that, or to hang out w d ex and a gang o boys), and all d "pretending I can't see/hear" is getting on my nerves. I think I'm going to call d guys next time I want lunch.
One more thing. Is it true that once you'r part o a couple, 1+1+1=3 cease to exist? Cuz I've been feeling like 2+1=3, or 2+2+1=5. Are my individual friends gone now?
Sigh. Back to CHANGING *gasp!* my floor plans~
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Friday, May 27, 2011
shucks
我不想做bscience了我想去睡觉~~~~~~~~~
不早点跟我说要做什么，只好一直等一直等一直等一直等...现在凌晨一点钟才开工你说！
啊哟哟哟哟哟这些念建筑系的都不喜欢晚上睡觉是吗>=(
刚才和学妹谈起八独中球赛的事情，很想看她们打球，特别现在认识的人都剩不多了，再不看就没意思了。
不过她们比赛期间我没空闲。啊~又是那一句话；说多了我自己都觉得没诚意。
想起两年前她们打全国赛的时候，我在宿舍、在家里连环打电话给在场观赛的朋友。不能到现场，听听声音都好。
那时有烧鱼、熊猫给我汇报...
排球队的朋友都没再联络了。
熊猫我的初恋...呵呵~现在自己19/20了，发现16岁真的很无知；好奇他怎么会和我扯上什么超出朋友的关系？
不管什么时候想起都想谢谢他当年知道我不喜欢所以一定会回复我的每封短讯、在我需要人赔的时候打电话陪我聊天、分手后不是朋友后还是当我是普通人对我好（他对谁都好，不会对我特别差）。
那时和现在的心情其实没差很多，还是有很多insecurities很多越想越多自己瞎紧张的时候。那时有人给我靠、安慰我，真好；但现在要自己勇敢，也很好。至少我知道自己可以勇敢。
在fb上看到一篇关于暧昧vs爱情的文章。这类文章还真多...不过我很认同；在我眼中爱情变了...
Sun shade device design in determined by the following factors:
不早点跟我说要做什么，只好一直等一直等一直等一直等...现在凌晨一点钟才开工你说！
啊哟哟哟哟哟这些念建筑系的都不喜欢晚上睡觉是吗>=(
刚才和学妹谈起八独中球赛的事情，很想看她们打球，特别现在认识的人都剩不多了，再不看就没意思了。
不过她们比赛期间我没空闲。啊~又是那一句话；说多了我自己都觉得没诚意。
想起两年前她们打全国赛的时候，我在宿舍、在家里连环打电话给在场观赛的朋友。不能到现场，听听声音都好。
那时有烧鱼、熊猫给我汇报...
排球队的朋友都没再联络了。
熊猫我的初恋...呵呵~现在自己19/20了，发现16岁真的很无知；好奇他怎么会和我扯上什么超出朋友的关系？
不管什么时候想起都想谢谢他当年知道我不喜欢所以一定会回复我的每封短讯、在我需要人赔的时候打电话陪我聊天、分手后不是朋友后还是当我是普通人对我好（他对谁都好，不会对我特别差）。
那时和现在的心情其实没差很多，还是有很多insecurities很多越想越多自己瞎紧张的时候。那时有人给我靠、安慰我，真好；但现在要自己勇敢，也很好。至少我知道自己可以勇敢。
在fb上看到一篇关于暧昧vs爱情的文章。这类文章还真多...不过我很认同；在我眼中爱情变了...
Sun shade device design in determined by the following factors:
Monday, May 16, 2011
THANK YOU NICK!
This big thank you goes to Nick, who gave me a huge surprise by actually buying me that cold Milo fr the vending machine. (see previous post)
I was in the middle o a tutorial session in which I was grilled by the lecturer over some practical aspects o my design (lady wants 2 toilets idk why), and suddenly I looked up and saw him coming in w 2 cans o Milo. In a split second I remembered our conversation last night and wondered if he remembered too. Yep, all this in the second it took for him to walk over and drop the can on the table in front o me and I could only nod my thanks cuz the lecturer was still talking!
Later I texted him my thanks, but mere "thx lots" could not express my feelings in that moment. That someone actually took the initiative to do something simple yet touching, is the major =D o my day.
***
I don't know why I'm so excited about this, it's not the first time I received a thoughtful gift, but Nick... I've known him all o 3? 4? weeks? and we're by no means great buddies. Yet I catch his eye across the room and a feeling o friendship passes between us.
Lol no, this is not a pronouncement o love. I am just very, very happy that I have a friend in him.
ps No offense to my darlings reading this, you ppl are awesome in every way =) Just that this post is dedicated to him ^^~
I was in the middle o a tutorial session in which I was grilled by the lecturer over some practical aspects o my design (lady wants 2 toilets idk why), and suddenly I looked up and saw him coming in w 2 cans o Milo. In a split second I remembered our conversation last night and wondered if he remembered too. Yep, all this in the second it took for him to walk over and drop the can on the table in front o me and I could only nod my thanks cuz the lecturer was still talking!
Later I texted him my thanks, but mere "thx lots" could not express my feelings in that moment. That someone actually took the initiative to do something simple yet touching, is the major =D o my day.
***
I don't know why I'm so excited about this, it's not the first time I received a thoughtful gift, but Nick... I've known him all o 3? 4? weeks? and we're by no means great buddies. Yet I catch his eye across the room and a feeling o friendship passes between us.
Lol no, this is not a pronouncement o love. I am just very, very happy that I have a friend in him.
ps No offense to my darlings reading this, you ppl are awesome in every way =) Just that this post is dedicated to him ^^~
Sunday, May 15, 2011
Stoning
Time and time again I told myself not to leave homework till nightime. But somehow inspiration/rush adrenaline starts after 10pm for me. And then I feel tired around 1am so my optimum work hours = 10pm-1am. 3 hours in the whole day. Geesh =(
While stoning online:
Nick says
TIME FOR AN AWESOME POSSOM Yummy cold chocolate based drink !
this calls for Milo!. on the rocks. shaken. not stirred.
sarah says
HAHA
make me one too
pleeeeeeeeeeeeez
Nick says
okayt
then
i'll scan it
you prefer jpeg or pdf
sarah says
can you import it to max file and send that
Nick says
so maafan.
jigei make la you
sarah says
cheh
i would
but there's no ice in d housee
Nick says
Y U no ice
sarah says
no ice tray
Nick says
oh noes
how now brown cow
can't make milo ice at home cuz no ice
can't go out an tapau
cuz waste time
its okay
next time i buy you 1 cold milo from vending machine. for now tahan 1st =D
*He always makes me smile no matter how lame our conversations sound ^^
While stoning online:
Nick says
TIME FOR AN AWESOME POSSOM Yummy cold chocolate based drink !
this calls for Milo!. on the rocks. shaken. not stirred.
sarah says
HAHA
make me one too
pleeeeeeeeeeeeez
Nick says
okayt
then
i'll scan it
you prefer jpeg or pdf
sarah says
can you import it to max file and send that
Nick says
so maafan.
jigei make la you
sarah says
cheh
i would
but there's no ice in d housee
Nick says
Y U no ice
sarah says
no ice tray
Nick says
oh noes
how now brown cow
can't make milo ice at home cuz no ice
can't go out an tapau
cuz waste time
its okay
next time i buy you 1 cold milo from vending machine. for now tahan 1st =D
*He always makes me smile no matter how lame our conversations sound ^^
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
goals for may & june
I find myself constantly blogging, becuz talking to myself in writing does not count as a sign o craziness.
Or so I thought.
Home alone now, but not for long... Hubby's gnna be visiting today!!
Looking forward to seeing her~ ^^
A short note on my resolutions for the next 2 mths:
1. Make daily goals-- and STICK to them!
2. Break a habit, instead, finish cross stitch project (that has been lying around for mths)
3. Make EXERCISE a habit! I just found out that I've gained weight.. And it's a significant amount! Phew. I need to get out more =(. *Thinking o going to friends' condo to swim or play volleyball between morning and night classes instead o sleeping in the library*
Or so I thought.
Home alone now, but not for long... Hubby's gnna be visiting today!!
Looking forward to seeing her~ ^^
A short note on my resolutions for the next 2 mths:
1. Make daily goals-- and STICK to them!
2. Break a habit, instead, finish cross stitch project (that has been lying around for mths)
3. Make EXERCISE a habit! I just found out that I've gained weight.. And it's a significant amount! Phew. I need to get out more =(. *Thinking o going to friends' condo to swim or play volleyball between morning and night classes instead o sleeping in the library*
stalker
Work is.... done for the day~~~~~
Ended up sleeping only one hour this morning and crashing (for 5 hours) when I got home.
From now on I'm going to set daily targets and go to bed as soon as I achieve them. Enough sleeping on the floor/in front o the comp/w the lights on for sarah!
Catching up on some leisure stuff (ie chatting on msn, looking up song lyrics, reading, cross stitching) before turning in.
And checking somebody's profile on fb...
I'm NOT going to stalk him in cyberspace, nor am I going to start every one o our conversations on msn. Oi! His "relationship status" is already marked as "in a relationship"! And he's not even perfect bf material!
Oh, the joys o liking a boy. A CRUSH! Haven't had one o those since...?? *sighs w dopey smile on face*
Ended up sleeping only one hour this morning and crashing (for 5 hours) when I got home.
From now on I'm going to set daily targets and go to bed as soon as I achieve them. Enough sleeping on the floor/in front o the comp/w the lights on for sarah!
Catching up on some leisure stuff (ie chatting on msn, looking up song lyrics, reading, cross stitching) before turning in.
And checking somebody's profile on fb...
I'm NOT going to stalk him in cyberspace, nor am I going to start every one o our conversations on msn. Oi! His "relationship status" is already marked as "in a relationship"! And he's not even perfect bf material!
Oh, the joys o liking a boy. A CRUSH! Haven't had one o those since...?? *sighs w dopey smile on face*
Monday, May 9, 2011
Late at night when...
... all the world's sleeping, I stay up and think of you.
*I remember we used to sing this in class, back in Jr3 when I hung out w Cheryl the Squirrel (gosh I miss her) and her N's (Gailian, Colette, Ainie).*
It's almost 1am and I'm only about 30% done w my work. The AC in my room is switched on for the first time in days (cuz sis got ejected fr the muddies room) and I've got an 8am class tmr......
But then again I was the one who left my work till Sunday night XP
Spent the entire weekend NOT thinking nor doing. Didn't know ppl can do that, but I've effectively wasted 2 days w/o worrying about it...
Probably had enough emotions and analyzing going on on Friday to sustain me.
(A teaser: I went for karaoke alone, and my friends knew about it. Had to answer asked and unasked questions all through night class)
Ok back to work. Be back on my next break.
1.30am (break 2)
It's so HOT!!! And there's no water in the house for me to wash my hair. Bleh.
Finished the draft o my site analysis diagrams. Will be colouring them, but that comes last.
4 x A5 abstract postcards and 3 study models to make.
Aah...
*pats myself on the head*
4.45am
Just woke up from a "short nap".
Same amount work as previous to do, but hopefully I work better awake.
*I remember we used to sing this in class, back in Jr3 when I hung out w Cheryl the Squirrel (gosh I miss her) and her N's (Gailian, Colette, Ainie).*
It's almost 1am and I'm only about 30% done w my work. The AC in my room is switched on for the first time in days (cuz sis got ejected fr the muddies room) and I've got an 8am class tmr......
But then again I was the one who left my work till Sunday night XP
Spent the entire weekend NOT thinking nor doing. Didn't know ppl can do that, but I've effectively wasted 2 days w/o worrying about it...
Probably had enough emotions and analyzing going on on Friday to sustain me.
(A teaser: I went for karaoke alone, and my friends knew about it. Had to answer asked and unasked questions all through night class)
Ok back to work. Be back on my next break.
1.30am (break 2)
It's so HOT!!! And there's no water in the house for me to wash my hair. Bleh.
Finished the draft o my site analysis diagrams. Will be colouring them, but that comes last.
4 x A5 abstract postcards and 3 study models to make.
Aah...
*pats myself on the head*
4.45am
Just woke up from a "short nap".
Same amount work as previous to do, but hopefully I work better awake.
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