Friday evening jam

Waiting out d ham jam in d mac lab o Taylor's library cuz dont wnna b caught standing on d bus in d jam. Switches on fb. Gets invited out for dinner. Decides to go for dinner by first taking d bus to where friend is. Taking d bus while there's a jam outside.










sarah you are hopeless.



Short note (day after):
Friday evenings are day outs for most people. If dinner is taken at a 24-hr kopitiam located near common ground, it is inevitable that one'd bump into friends.
LOL-ed at the face of one of our mutual friends when he stopped to say hi and realized who my dinner companion is.

Please. What you see is what it is. Dinner and conversation.

Happy Birthday, J

Working @ Evan's w Shiobi and Huiwei for our first studio presentation later today.
Drove here @ 3pm and somehow it's now 5am the next day.
Called mom @ 8pm to say I'd b home late.
Called dad @ 12am to be told to go home ASAP.
Mom called @ 1am to tell me to stay put till daylight.
I'm horrible @ staying up late, and yet it's now 5am. *forgive me for repeating, I still can't believe it*






It's a friend's bday.
Since I am for once w a car and he isn't, I drove over to take him out for tea arnd 10pm (after dinner).
Mighty quiet bday celebration, just d two o us, in an extremely brightly lit 24-hr kopitiam.






I know what Vicky and Shin thinks/said.
I know what I told Mortal Dear.






But I'm not sure what I think.
Shites.

Staying up till 2.25am

... becuz I'm in one o my moods.
Wouldn't it b better if I just go to bed and sleep my bad mood away?



8am class tmr, work not done, bag not packed, clothes not laid out.
Letters not replied.







Sot.
I blame Hormones.


Nitez.

One after Another

I couldn't believe that it got this far. In the eyes of our mutual friends, I mean.
I. Am. Not. Amused.
Resigned, more like.
I am not swayed though.
We. Are. Just. Friends.



Greg once told me, it's good enough that we can even share a slice of Jesus' pain.
With the one meal I had for today, and the Good Friday service during which we kneeled, stood and kneeled some more.. I am thankful.
I am also thankful for the friend that went to STM's 8pm service w me. After my class and his work.


Not so thankful though that our colleagues now think whatever they want to think regarding a guy and a girl who went to church together.







Gnna go snuggle in bed to open Yying's letter which had arrived by post this morn.
Things that can't be helped can go work themselves out, I refuse to worry.





ps
After I finished this post and got into bed, sis came bouncing in w the news that my mom thinks that I have a boyfriend, namely the (ex-)colleague with whom I went for service.
With all fair respect, I did invite Shin and Nico to join us. They declined.
Also, I. Am. Not. Interested.
Last night was a religion thing, no romanticism intended.

That point....

.... where I refuse to take anymore. There's just no point in beating myself up, yknw?
Posted a short post titled "Because I care" at wordpress and sent the link to sunshine.
这么几年了，还是用部落格表达很难说出口的话。

"Because I care"

Thought you should know

Try to remember your rain checks next time, it’s hard enough asking once.

Missed chatting w you, but it’s fine if we’re both busy.

Tell me that you’re just nice to everyone =)

Do you really not know?

I think I cared too much.

Now he knows.
And I don't care that he knows.
Now that I have my answers I can hopefully stop crying myself to sleep.


Conclusions:
He's just nice to everyone.
He's been really busy and will continue to be.
He's sorry that he's the reason I've been hurt.



I'm just frustrated cuz I assumed so much.
I think lesson learnt was to disbelieve everything till the proof is sitting in front of me.





Enough!