or mayb that's just me.
just bout 4 hours ago i mentioned d end o my relationship and a word o caution to myself to b careful bout future relationships...
and now im thinking...
i dont think he understands what im trying to tell him,
that i chose to stop this becuz o d fact that we'r not friends.
we could b great bf/gf, but if we werent friends to start w...
things would not work out.
that's why i wanted us to go back to learning to b friends.
he thinks that d reason is that i dont like him no more.
oh, so now i start double negative-ing.
i still do like being w him..
not so sure bout d "liking him as a person" part, but it feels nice when we'r together. like talking over lunch or whtever.
but i guess it's unforgivable to continue expecting him to reply promptly to my IMs,
calling him when i feel down,
or asking him to wake me up.
...... until such day that i ask d same curtesy o all (or most, or even some) o my other friends.
huiwei always tells me, it's ok to feel sad bout it, but i should never regret my decisions.
therefore i should stick to my decision to b FRIENDS.
really you must, sarah.
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