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i didnt know i blogged so much here.
time does fly, doesnt it?

things are settling down, w me learning how to b 20 XP (just in time for my 20th post^^)
somehow i think i need to think differently now.

new year, new bf mayb?
or even new single life. i dont really care right now...
not to b so dramatic to say that ive been scared off or scarred for life fr this experience.. but ive really learnt a lot o stuff tht noone tells you about.
gnna b more careful in my future relationships...



one thing i know ive GTTA learn this year
and that's my peoples skills.
besides this thing ive only just noticed, that i ONLY hang around my gang, and noone else,
im really tired o being refered to as "shy, sweet sarah".
being sweet is nice, but is that all i AM?
gdness.
sometimes i'd rather b teased or joked about than to b politely accepted.
so not fun.

and also to take on more responsibilities.
all through my high sch life ive had duties like being a prefect, committee member, editor etc,
as well as some church stuff, choir and all,
but ive never really TAKEN ON anything.
this year i'd b playing solo piano and teaching ssch (in church) alone. no more "assistant teacher" for me!
in addition, sometimes when circumstances require, ive just gtta stand up and take d lead in sch... to order and not to take orders... and to take d fall when mistakes happen...

therefore:
in this year 2011
sarah is going to learn to become a friendly, responsible, and truthful girl.


well.
i think tht's enough to get by =)


just a passing thought.
yknw sophie kinsella's (kinda) new book, twenties girl?
i got tht for christmas, and i was surprised that it's NOT about being in my twenties. lol~