But I didn't

... start w Tawau. In a hopeless mood for most of the day, unable to keep my mind on anything useful. My room's a mess and I need to pack/check out accommodation/look up visa requirements/practice piano for mass tmr/read/watch dramas.. But I'm just lying in bed staring at my table.

Was out w ze Dear for some hours in the afternoon, went to get books for his bro and some flip flops for myself. It was a relaxing day out, and I didn't even have to yell at him to keep his eyes on me instead of his phone. Yet all I wanted was to comfort eat (chocolate donuts!), hug him and cry. 

Don't mind me ppl, just lemme curl up and cry. There is always the possibility of a better day tmr.