I tear easily. Over all real and imagined sorrows. Not one to break down in front o friends or family, but would quietly dash the tears away. I don't like to cry, but for me it's a very practical to do at times. Releases emotional build-up, see?
Office politics are horrible stuff, worse than school politics. At least there's a common goal in school, while offices are just money-making businesses.
I cannot understand it, and it hurts me to be unable to comfort the darling. There's just nothing to be said, cuz the world is like that, take it or leave it.
At times like this I feel so young and vulnerable. While in uni I can still choose who I want to please and avoid the ones I don't want to interact with. In a few months time, I'll be entering a world where I can't hide from those I don't have a liking for. Would I be able to put on a mask, or would I continue to let my temper break at times, allowing my disdain to surface?
Although... there are the cold hard facts of the world, and there are love and comfort. I believe there is a way to bring them together, using the latter as ammunition against the former.
Which is why I never say no to a hug. It solves nothing, and probably wastes the few seconds it takes to hug, but it provides strength to continue fighting. Seriously, even by iron determination, one'd still lose a fight should they run out o ammo, true?
Then again, sarah needs more determination. Supposedly there is a way to control the feeling o "don't care"-ness, when I'd do anything, even to the extent of hurting myself, just to get what I want.
Must really work on it this sem break.
Starting w the workout I've been promising myself. Felt so good to be working my limbs, yesterday when I went swimming! Really, perfect coordination o body parts are one o the most satisfying accomplishments. See playing violin in an orchestra, playing volleyball and playing piano w all ten fingers. Sarah's life achievements XP
Tomorrow is a new day, and God will look after His own.
Don't know how I dare ask so much after all I've done in terms o sinning, but I have faith in Him.
That He will be ever-present in our lives and watch over us.
《野地的花》
野地的花 穿着美丽的衣裳
天空的鸟儿 从来不为生活忙
慈爱的天父 天天都看顾
他更爱世上人 为他们预备永生的路
一切需要 天父已经都知道
若心中烦恼 让他为你除掉
慈爱的天父 天天都看顾
他是全能的主 信靠他的人真是有福
Love conquers all. This is not just a romantic one-liner k.
Goodnight world, sleep well. Dream o me k =p
*Later in the day*
A short revision on crying:
Sometimes I cry for no apparent reason. Once it's triggered, there I go.
Thrice today already, and I've yet to have lunch yet..
Thank you, dearest, for not turning away.
All the best to y'all fighters out there. You'll never fail when you've tried your best =)
*Later in the day*
A short revision on crying:
Sometimes I cry for no apparent reason. Once it's triggered, there I go.
Thrice today already, and I've yet to have lunch yet..
Thank you, dearest, for not turning away.
All the best to y'all fighters out there. You'll never fail when you've tried your best =)
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