Moody

.. I don't know why.
Besides being exhausted fr lack o good quality sleep and too much exercise.


Spent the day w my LnL buddies, laughed enough serious ROFL's to last another couple o months, went for Indian food w Kopi Ais and Teh Limau Lemon Ais.
Sigh. When I used to do that every Saturday before piano classes and before parents want me to stay at home all week.

And then met the Darling, went for a walk in KLCC.
Somehow we always have to find small openings in which we can meet. Bro's art class, group project at friend's house, that 15 mins before my parents got home fr church. Cuz somehow I don't think the muddies would like me seeing him every other day.
But I want to. And said so.
My thanks to the Darling who does not mind the traveling time and odd hours.

And then dozed on the LRT home.

Then choir practice. I believe I've been progressing. No fancy fingerwork but I'm sure God doesn't mind my simple chords.

Then home to an empty house, lots o un-ironed clothes, dirty dishes in the sink and some 7 pages o Youth Catechism to prepare.



I can't smile. Even while my jaws hurt fr laughing, or feel the pleasure o a hymn well played, I remained moody. Depressed if you'd like to call it.
Is it just a period, or am I turning into a rusty, leaky water tap?