It was around 7 (ie still bright enough outside) and I was already sitting at the bus stop when he texted to ask if I need a ride.
I didn't NEED a ride per se... I just wanted one. Having just confirmed the loss o a treasured item, I was secretly tearing at the bus stop. If left to my desolate thoughts I would've been thoroughly miserable by the time I got home.
Against my better judgement, I accepted the ride from him and again had my lil ray o sunshine chat w me through the jam.
同样的故事 不同的主角 不断的上演 我还在这里 乐此不疲地听着-- Yying
Same story, different leads. This is so true.
This story is achingly familiar. Just 18 months ago I was blogging bout the exact same scenario w the ex.
Just now, Yying told me to enjoy every moment before I fall. To which I replied that I'm gnna be a 不倒翁 (roly-poly/tumbler? via google translate), never to fall! ..... if only that was achievable.
I've been telling ppl left right centre that one o the most obvious impact o my time in LnL was breaking up w the ex. Not only the fact that (I feel) that he can't measure up to my fellow LnL-ers, but also because I didn't consult Papa-in-Heaven before getting into that relationship.
I'm not going to make the same mistake! Even if rumours start going around again (which they already did, 姐夫 gave me the 3rd degree yesterday), even if I can't help liking the guy... I'm gnna pay much attention to what He says.
Again, it's out o my control, but I enjoy his company.
Thank you, Papa, for this friend.
ps I'm glad that he "enjoyed my company in return for that long drive" << his words
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