enlightenment

... I had that Milo McFlurry last night. Mom drove sis and I out to the drive thru to get it. Got one for bro and a sundae cone for dad. Had to hold it to the AC to prevent it from melting on the way home.

So about my enlightenment... It's about my-lil-ray-o-sunshine. Was thinking that day about how I'm NOT thinking about him... not that much anyhow. And I kinda got outta the habit o looking for him on cyberspace.

He IS a good friend... a lil like Vince, another o my classmates. We say Hi/Bye/chat about work some in class, chat a lil online, but that's all. No lingering attachments whatsoever.

I think it's time I stop kidding myself anything could happen. He's not interested (I could just tell) and (as I've been constantly saying) I'm not in love w him. So what w this crush thing?

The best case scenario was that we had more cross-cliche interactions, but I don't think that'd happen anytime soon.. Cliches just don't mix, yknw? We even sit on opposite sides of the 200-seater lecture theatre.

Smile and be brave that a crush has failed dear~

^^