After dinner, alone

.... sitting on the sofa trying not to cry cuz

1. I look horrible when I cry 

2. My housemate might be arriving soon

3. My roommate and her father might be coming back soon too

4. Crying does not solve anything 

5. I'm already slightly dehydrated as it is

I love being here I do really but I miss everything and everyone so much that it hurts ='(