Happy New Year in advance! Gotta go play keyboard in church later, so I better type this in advance =)
I'm not gnna complain bout having to play for mass on NEW YEARS EVE and New Years Day, cuz I did volunteer to do it... by being in d choir. Anyway going to church is supposed to b a healthy, spiritual thing. But yea, learning to say no more often now. Like Nic said, mayb i needed to be needed~ Getting away fr this need now..
Went out for late lunch w sunshine @ Food Foundry. Food was awesome as usual, esp d vanilla crepe cake we had for dessert *takes a mo to bliss*
Conversation was as usual too, he was telling me drinking stories and all. Halfway thru he did mention that we (d 2 o us) are kinda like Yin and Yang.. Yep, we're that different.
Setting myself up for disappointment if I let myself hope for things, but hey, what's a crush for huh?
Now, more than anything, I think we'r better off as good friends.
Things were well after that couple o breakdowns before presentation/camp. Went for presentation, finished and submitted my portfolio, and then went for Love and Life 2011, just like that. I refuse to remember d feelings I went thru that day.
Will blog more bout camp when I've more time.
Time is a luxury nowadays. For my internship at an Ar firm in ss15, I've to go in for work every day Mon-Fri, 8.45am-5.45pm. Days are thus a repetition o work and sleep ("dropping dead on bed" is perhaps a better description).. Have little time and energy left for anything else.
- time for church. cont later, goodbye 2011 anyways~~
-back fr church, about to head to bed-
To wrap up 2011.. I think d thing I've been doing d most is to (try to) b brave and to think less.
Won't say I'm hugely successful most o d time, but at d very least I'm making a conscious effort to achieve them ;)
Goodbye, singles 20. I don't know what 2012 will bring, but I know I've grown and am a lil step closer to being d best me =D
Dears, thanks for being w me and supporting me throughout this year.
I've made mistakes, deliberately not do stuff, and been lazy and stubborn sometimes. I apologize for that, and will strive to do better. Bear w me a lil longer while I try to b perfect k~
Looking forward to 2012 now, which will be Insha Allah/Deo Volente... as God wills it. What will come, will come; what I can do is to make d most o it.. live it to d fullest =)
Now, to bed! And 8 hours o sleep wheeeeee~ Nitez all ^^
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