blogspot exclusive!

Was updating wordpress and realized I've not been blogging at either space.

Here's an exclusive photo o Dear and I. Don't usually upload couple photos as a rule. But just to emphasize how I get really excited bout having photos o both o us. In the same frame.
 


Also an exclusive update on my new Exercise-No Dessert- No Fastfood regime. Just finished my Day2 exercise- 10 minute belly fat blasting workout.. dont ask. The idea is that cuz I've gained weight recently well no I dint weigh myself but it's harder to get into my jeans and barely managed my skinny jeans so yeah and I refuse to gain more.. Will try the regima for 30 days at least. Here's to doing!



That's all for tonight, will update more frequently I promise. Have a good Monday ahead!

我们或许

...这句话我拒绝说完。不迷信的莹还是有点怕。


一个多礼拜了。因为他加班我加班他去教堂我在家做家务，不但没见面而且没好好说话。
我真的很想念他。那个跟我撒娇、说笑，甚至是抱怨公司的他。


我努力过。说我太drama什么事都要哭一场于是我不在他面前哭，说我太依赖于是我不叫他不顺路还载我回家。他说困了也不硬缠着他说话。





我曾拒绝放弃拒绝相信我们走不到最后，现在却不知道自己的last chance能撑多久。 不知道他其实还爱不爱我。我已经很努力了，别生气了好吗？对不起，我真的很想你。

In a way

... I guess I am lucky.
I made certain major mistakes during my interview, still they hired me.
I got a job on my first interview.
I like the projects and the way they work.
I get a ride to work and usually someone offers to send me home. Other days Hubby comes to pick me up <3
Although I've not yet done any serious work, other than building a physical model, I am happy to be working. Even to dream of work in my sleep, on most days it's alright to me. 


My only complaint.. I'm tired.
I spent the past two weeks going to work at 8am, coming home at 9pm and going to bed by 10pm, only to dream about work.
Only by virtue of sleeping 9 hours a day am I able to go to work refreshed.
On the rare night out, I am so tired I am barely able to smile, much less socialize w ppl.


Just spent half the day moving stuff from one office to another. Manual labour mann. My style but I'm not young and fit no more.
Another day tmr o more o the same. Goodnight.

Single Awareness Day

Yep, it's a S.A.D. day..
More commonly known as Valentine's Day.
But for those who've yet to meet their prospective other half, or whose other half is M.I.A., this just serves to remind them o how much, if any, they are missing.


I remember back in high school, being all girls, there wasn't anyone to propose to, or receive flowers from, so we would exchange chocolates as a token o our friendship.
As for the Wifeys, Hubbys/Lovers and "Other Half"s, a card would be in order to demonstrate their special place in our hearts.
It was a very loving day for us, during which is okay to hug/shake hands/be extra affectionate. All platonic, that is.


During my internship, I went on a "date" w a fellow intern, Yuki, at..... the bookstore.
All day I was waiting for an invite *cough*, but none turned up.  So at 6pm sharp, we left office, sat thru the jam, and went book-shopping/1Msia-book-voucher-spending.
It was fun, really. Yuki and I were previously "just classmates", but this day brought our relationship closer.. sharing gossip can do that to people =p


Dear is still in his hometown, due back tomorrow. Sigh. Then again I guess it's not a big deal about the actual day. 是晴天 是雨天 天天都是好天 after all.
Anyway Himself isn't a "Valentine's" kinda person. Will just keep myself company in my pink, pink room. *big hug to myself*


Happy Valentine's/Friendship Day to all my readers too! Thank you all for being a special part o my life <3

mutterings

In the middle o my Btech 2 resubmission, I felt so upset o w the world that I could've screamed. For things that should and should not have been in my control.



Control, what is control? Is anything ever in our hands?



At 12.30am, Dear called from home after his company's annual dinner and a conversation between a tipsy and a sleepy ensued.




I am so tired. My life in Limbo.





God, please.

what good is it

... to yell and shout and grumble?

Dear Significant Other,
Our Children shall never be greeted first thing when we return fr work w "Why didn't you do this? and that?". They shall be taught to assume responsibilities fr a young age, including the younger and the youngest. They shall be praised for their achievements and gently reminded for their shortcomings. Breakfast is sacred, no bad things shall be allowed to interrupt it.



I woke up real hungry on a Saturday morning. There was no food in the house so I made some scones for the family. Mom and Dad returned fr the market. I was greeted w, "Why didn't you sweep up the mess your dog made on the porch?", and then "your room is so untidy, yada-yada, blah blah blah, etc". I rushed to clean up the mess and tidy my room. Dad woke Sis up to eat the food they bought fr the market w no mention o chores, untidy room, unfolded blanket. Sis asked why my scones got burnt in the oven. I am upset. I am now hiding in my room to do work instead o spending time w my family.







Just because they are my elders doesn't mean they are always right.
Just because they are younger doesn't mean they don't have responsibilities.


Then again, I had my fun Friday. I guess I'm to be content.
God says be patient. And let others trample over me? I guess so.

pain

It's been days and yes I've seen the doctor who gave me an okay, told me there's nothing wrong w me except some stress. "Stress-induced migraine" and "must drink more water and rest more".
Yet I spent the past two nights on my living room sofa, waking up at 6am to crawl back to my bed, under orders not to sleep in the AC room I shared w sis.

My thanks to Tham2 and Bunny who took me out to lunch, then accompanied me to the clinic and pharmacy, becuz Dear wasn't free and I didn't want the family to find out.
 

Bless me Lord, and bid this dretful headache and nausea leave me.






Funny really, how much I enjoy baking. Even while seeing stars I'm glad to have mix butter and sugar and cocoa powder. Must b the sweet tooth.
Off to bake now.